hey im in the process of thinking of a new name for my new site which i havent yet created...sooo i mite write in here a little but nothing will be too in depth since its gunnabe gone in a day or so ne way...well right now im kinda scared that secretly vic and jubal really wish that i had never became friends with sara/molly cuz i think that i am like intruding on their group and i dont wanna do that...but i realy really like being around all of them bcuz they are the only people that can make me forget about the shitty stuff in all of life...not only my life but everyone else's and if the shitty stuff surfaces while im with them then they are there to talk to me about it if i wish and i want to be there for them if they want to talk also...i wish that i had the closeness they all have with each other but its like i havent known them all as long as they have known each other so i dont think its possible to achieve that closenesss no matter how many secrests we share or problems we include each other in...and it sucks...when i was with molly and sara all weekend this past weekend i realized that i dont really have ne one to share memories with from 2nd grade and i really really wish i did...just watching their faces when they talked about stuff from back then , they were glowing and they couldnt stop smiling and laughing and i know how close they are to jubal and vic bcuz of how they get when they talk about them...but i guess so they all know i honestly am here for ne of u if u want me to be and if u dont i wish you could just tell me so i could stop trying to make memories with you and move on to find someone else to make those so strongly cherished memories with....i love you all. some more than others. but its something that developes over time and i hope that as time goes on my lvoe for you guys gets even stronger and that u guys honestly get to be in my wedding and maybe become my next door neighbors so our kids can love each other and so its a never ending cycle of friendship between all of us....

i hope you guys have fun at your movie and i hope that u guys all stay as close as ever for the rest of your lives also...

gotta go now, later,
love always,
darci lynn hitchcock

WOW, isnt life just fun?....well ne one who is my friend and close to me knows that vic broke up with me and im not gunna even bother to hear her side of the story cuz SHE is a liar and does nothing but play mind games with guys then breaks their hearts and im sorry that i am not as wonderful and amazing as her...but i really do still like you vic and i havent stopped thinking about u so if u ever decide u still like me i deffinetly will be here for you...and i hope that we can stil be atleast friends through that dumb incident...i just dont wanna ever talk to the person whos main fault it is...i understand ur actions cuz i know u fel really strongly about her....it just sucks that i let myself like you SO much SO fast...so its also my fault...well i love u all...peace out